Since i woke up today my health was on the back of my mind. yesterday i ran into this girl that had problems with her menstruals and she is on birth control .. hmm ok ! then she said that when she wants to have children she has to take fertility drugs because she doesnt ovalate ? that right there really scared me because i too have irregular periods... they come but they are soo light and when i was in the 12th grade they put me on birth control to regulate it. Hmm that was all find and dandy until i started having chest pains i was on the patch and it is known for blood clots heart attacks and strokes so i got up off of it. them my periods was normal then they went to that light fraze again then they would come every 6 weeks and it would be heavy bleeding. THE WORST !!! then they regulated then it would dtart all over again. I didnt think too much of it because i hate periods and i wasnt keeping track of them. but now my regular periods are EFF'd up again into thier light fazes and im worried. 2 sum it all up i noticed the irregularies when i was 17 im now 21 and i havent had insurance since i was 19. with all that time i didnt know that i have Pcos. Polycystic ovarie syndrome. my wack ass doctore new that but she never told me. I had high insuline levels and was at risk of being a diabetic, i had gained 90 pounds. i have dark blotches on various part of my body and i was always wondering why. the only thing the doctor did was say go see a nutritionist and go on a diet. i guess she wasnt familiar with the disorder but i type in a search engine about irregular hormones because i have facial hair. I was so shocked to find that so many women have this. i have the symptoms it cause type 2 diabetes, weight gain bloating depression mood swings dark spots (a wholeeeeeeeee lot more goggle it for ref) excess facial due to high level of testostrone and the estrogen embalance and most important infertility. now i finally know whats making me feeling so imcomplete. i have cysts all the time right in the middle of my breast then i have chest pain because of them.This kind of made me sad that i discovered this because it could be doing major damage on my body. thank geebus that we have INTERNET because i would of disreguard it. I dont know how many of you are familiar with this but i wanted to share this because it is not cureable. Its not the end of the world either i did alot of research( 7 hours 2 day !) on ways i can help improve the symptoms so i can start havin periods again on my own. They did list drugs that doctors prescribe but i wanna do it the natural way with herbs. my next steps is going to see a doctor to run test to make sure i dont have cysts and Diabetes. I dont have high blood pressure and my pulse rate is good. but WIth diabetes you never know i dont have symptoms but its only a matter of time it 2 be triggered so I have to make changes starting 2 morrow. im going to the health food store to try and all ORGANIC diet. oh yeah lil did i kno that the purfume and lotion i use have hormones in it that mess with my hormones and commerical meat and poltury too and the pesticides on the fruit and vegs. Well i wanted to share this with you guys since i couldnt with ne body else so wish me luck

im soo...BORED! hoodstars suck offically lol it hasnt even reach ONE STINKIN year and its down the drain once again. It SOO ugly outside thanks to the hurricances. i took a nap at 1 and awoke at 5. My nieghbors are blasting there damn musiq like WTF. I wish i could blast them with a AK 47 LOL. i have a MILLION clothes to wash.but i have to go 2 the laundry mat. UGH my arch enemie is in my Human Physiology class alway starrin. DUmb BITCH. i went swimming yesterday and my hair is a fuzzy BAll. enstine jr ? my phone hasnt rung all day TYJ. i went to work today my first day with a new client.. ughh i went at 8am and was sent home at 11am. all the way in the boonies UGH. i was supposed to stay until 1.i dont think my client likes me too tough oh well. im dreadin going back 2morrow ...smh...OH i cant stand how men or should i said border line lil boys always have magnums in there pocket ? wats up with that.. 75 % of men cant even fit into it but they always have a magnum. I KNOW THAT SHIIT BE BAGGY.  what a loser. I swear if a another "MAN" goes in to his pocket and pulls out a magnum wrapper i might just hurt his feelings. i know thats mean but 2 me its not its keeping it Real. 75 % of yall on here need to get that in your life as well LOL my b i know spicy lol but the mag wrappers are a trend i can size a "Man" up and see if he is slangin.. or shame'in lmao. SO Fellas stop lying on your dick is not attractive cuz at any given time we cant reach out and touch your ass LOL ( they'll like it ) and be madd when we laugh at your silly asses.  well everyone be safe  pray 4 everyone in the hurricane, and anybody going threw it pray does help